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December 26 Christmas!!!今年的平安夜和圣诞节，过得并不怎样， 但却又满足，又开心。
当然，开心得来。。。并不至于兴奋得叫起来， 但心里得到的平安和喜乐， 却让我真正地感受到圣诞气氛。
我受洗正式加入教会已经一年了， 说真的，人生并没有什么180度大转变。 但，这都是我自己的问题， 并不是因为上帝赐给我的恩典不够， 而是因为自己心里软弱和跌倒。
今天刚好一年了，回想起来， 真的很亏欠。。。。因为没有善用我的时间。。。。
上半年过得跌跌撞撞， 有时开心，有时却有很大的压力。
但，下半年总算是个完美的结局。 不但多了个人爱我和关怀我， 还见证了我最亲爱的妹妹在圣诞主日时受洗。
上帝何等奇妙的爱满满地保守着我们的家， 我还想要求什么呢？ 我还向往什么呢？？ 够了，真的够了。。。。
如果我有个神灯，或是七龙珠，或是百宝袋， 我真的不知道要求什么。
别告诉我~求钱。。。。 因为我会求比钱更有价值的东西。。。。
没有钱的确什么也不能， 我懂。 但，我依然深信这世界还有许许多多的事情比钱更美。
有人说，圣诞节越来越没有当年的气氛了。。。。 的确，小时候的我过得比较高兴， 有礼物收，又可以看到圣诞老人！
以前的平安夜都总是跟朋友在一起，上云顶，clubbing，游车河， 每年都会烦着要去哪里countdown，但却完全感受不到圣诞气氛。
但去年（2007），我一个人， 第一次在到教会里度过平安夜， 那感觉是形容不到的。。。。
心里真真正正感受到平安喜乐， 因为我越来越明白圣诞节的意义了。
救主耶稣基督在今日降下， 为的，是要拯救人类失丧的灵魂， 我相信许多人都听过这样的事了， 但，他们仍然选择不信。。。。
经上说， 世人都犯了罪，罪的工价乃是死。 人若不借着我，必不能到我父那里去。
耶稣真的是要拯救你和我吗？？？ 有人说，基督教是洋教，只有西方人才会相信耶稣！！！ 他们都错了。
耶稣降生在马槽里，为的是要彰显他的荣耀， 神要告诉希律王，再多的·逼迫，也拦住不了救主的降生。
但是，神把救主降生伯利恒的事， 只事先告诉了“五个人”。
第一，天使长加百利，好让他预先把好消息告诉玛利亚。 第二，圣母玛利亚，好让她不至惊讶。 第三，玛利亚的丈夫约瑟，好让他不误会玛利亚在外头乱搞。
还有两人，是最奇妙的，不得不提！
第四，牧羊人。 因为救恩并不是只赐给高尚的人。
第五，来自东方的三位博士。 因为救恩并不是只赐给西方人。
现在，你明白了吗？ December 22 We need White Knight and Dark Knight”叶问”好看，乃是预料之中！！！
昨晚半夜不知多少更（三更？四更？），到wangsa maju看足球比赛，arsenal vs liverpool, 结果双方踢成一平，成绩也是预料之中。
妈妈一通电话打来，告诉我，我们家隔两间的邻居出事了，叫我回家时小心一点。
不用多说，又是打抢啦！
果然，这都是我预料之中！！！
治安不好，贼跟强盗一大堆。
警察先生呢？
去了哪里？？
Mamak档餤茶？？？
真的不知这些傻海死去了哪里！！！
我是一个文明人，不拿枪，也不用拳头，更不喜欢骂粗话。
但当我想起这些口声声说要维持社会治安，保护人民财产与利益的警察先生，真的不得不喷血！
到底这些“懒人”生存的意义是什么？？？
（是“懒惰人”，我不是在骂粗话,我真的是个文明人！）
就像个吸血鬼，专会欺负贫民百姓。
就像个寄生虫，专会依赖政府和政策。
有贼在的地方，大概都不会有警察的踪影，
对，因为我国的警察怕死！
请别告诉我“他们也有家庭孩子”这些屁话，
怕死就不要当警察！
穿上了制服就有责任保护人民！
哪些地方最多警察？
公路上最多！
为什么？
因为最多驾车人士在公路上犯规！
上个礼拜我跟我朋友就中招了，
只是走个shortcut闪红灯，就中了！
他妈的，看我们是学生，二十块三十块也不放过。
Adui,他们真的那么缺钱咩？？？
政府每个月给了他们多少津贴和福利？
我不信他们如果吃少那三十块，家里的老婆孩子会饿死咯！
这不是贪心是什么？
几年前经历了一场严重的车祸，
因为太累了，不小心撞倒了一个路灯，整支柱子吊在半空中。
警察来了，第一件事情，不是问我有没有受伤，
是问我要怎么解决。。。。
我问他事情有多严重，
他就暗示我要吃钱。。。。
他说要解决就要快，不然迟点他也保不住我。。。。
因为他说那电灯柱是Pak Lah的。。。。
对！！！
他真的那么说！！！
人民每年交了的这个税那个税，这都是我父母和你父母的血汗钱！！！
电灯柱难道不是我们人民的公物吗？
他现在告诉我说，这是Pak Lah的。。。。
你说好不好笑？
究竟他是骗我小孩子不懂世界？？
还是他真的以为那电灯柱是Pak Lah的？？？
他妈的，就连政府每个月出给警察的月薪，也岂不是我们人民给的吗？
难听点说句，他们都是我们养的！！！
他们真正该服务的对象，是我们。。。
而不是只会做政府的狗！！！
很失望，
香港当年有皇家警察，我们也有。。。。
但因为这些吸血鬼，我小时梦想成为警察的梦彻底毁了！
 现实中的警察，才没有任达华酱型！！！
另一种吸血鬼，就是DBKL。。。。
不用多说了，现在世界变了。。。。
以前把车停在黄格子里没犯规，
把车停在格子外就是违规泊车。
现在？
把车停在格子里就会中saman，
把车停在格子外反而没事。
因为停在格子里要给parking钱，
没有给钱他们当然不会放过你，
真的好尽责哦。。。。
格子外的地方不是DBKL地盘，
他们都不鸟你！！！
好一个河水不犯井水。。。。
有人高唱SAY NO TO RACISM,
但说真的，
谁可以做到？？？
 我问你，我国大部分政府官员是谁？？？
我真的不想在这里搞什么种族歧视。。。。
但是，你认真想想，再问你自己，你真的没有Racism吗？
当你走在街上时，发现有另一个种族的人接近你，你很自然地就会和他保持距离，不是吗？
这一幕，我们在电影"Crash"里都看过了。
我国是个多元种族的国家，
三大民族和睦共处？
这都是自欺欺人的！
黑白两道都在欺压人民，叫我们哪里有安宁呢？
说真的，我们就像腐败的Gotham City,
迫切需要Harvey Dent 和 Batman，
一黑一白打击黑白两道！！！
 有人高喊World Peace，但这世界并不和平！！！
 December 20 Movie revised 2008!!!I seldom read books, but I watch movies often.
2008 is going to end soon, if you want me to list out my favourite books or charities that have I done, I can't.
This....is my movie revised in 2008....jz write it for memory....and a little flashback I did....
2008 Best Movie!!! (watch at cinema)
1. The Dark Knight
 2. Paris Jet'aime (2006 movie, but screen at Malaysia this year)
 3. Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
 4. Ip Man
 5. The Orphanage
 2008 Best Movie!!! (watch by alternative sources)
1. The Bank Job
 2. WALL-E
 3.Sparrow
 2008 Best Trailer!!!
1. The Dark Knight
 2. Hellboy 2- The Golden Army
 3. Quantum of Solace
 Best classic movie I watched by alternative sources
1. Godfather and Godfather Part 2
2. Blood Diamond
 3. Casablanca
 4. Shawshank Redemption
 5. Schindler's List
 2008 Worst Movie!!!
1. 10, 000 B.C.
2. Forbidden Kingdom
3. Street Kings
4. The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor ( I didnt watch this at cinema)
5. Bangkok Dangerous December 05 I slap your bloody face! Wake up, human!!!One day, I found, all people in this world is same....
One day, I change my mind, I think all people in the earth is different....
Friends??? who will remember me and care about me? I dont really know....
you ask yourself....are you my friend??? are you sure you are???
you are not answering to me, you are answering to yourself....
Today, I found every people is actually same.....
 Remember a line from "Hotel Rwanda" by Joaquin Phoenix.
~If people see this they will say,"Oh My God, that's horrible," and then go on eating their dinner.~
I love this quote.
We always tell people around us how much we cares about them, how much they meant to us.
But, we only know how to say.
In fact, we don't care at all.
Come on, lets face the truth.
Yesterday, when I was driving on the road,
a stupid driver infront of me drive his car as slow as he is driving a funeral van.
Damn it!!!
I scold him loudly, by rude words, inside my car, no one heard.
well....you know....driver is always stress....I just wana release my bad temper, doesnt matter if he didnt hear.
I scold him, "go to hell, go to die, eat dogshit"??? I canot remember how I curse him....
Ya, my bad.....
So now, let me ask you???
have you ever scold someone "HAM GA CHAN" or "HAM GA LING"????
(in cantonese, it means cursing someone, that his whole family will get fucked up and die)
Now, can you recalled did you ever heard a news from TV or newspaper, that somebody was killed in a car accident, and his whole family died???
Ya....
Now, you will tell people how many symphaty you have, how kind you are, how much you cares about others.
~ wah, that fella very kasihan lor, whole family die, adui....~
But, what if he and his family died because of your curse???
how will you feel?
(I believe the evil power of voodoo, but of coz, I don't think ordinary people like us can curse someone and the curse become effective.)
But, did you get my point here???
People....human...are so fake, so weak, so selfish, so ugly.....silly....
 ~can you see how much she feel dissapointed to human???~
I hate human personality.
Perhaps we are the most clever "animal" in the earth, but inside our heart, it's all corrupt and dirty-minded.
 Many people afraid of ghost,
but sometime, human are even more scary and evil than ghost.
 People....haiz.... October 20 Love is incredible....Last saturday was my friend's wedding,
this is the first time i join the "brother gang" to "steal the bride"....
Indeed a fun experience, really happy and enjoy....
play till very crazy....its all because we tumpang gembira for the groom and bride!
ini dia, Honda CRV
I remember lastime during intern I always need to edit wedding video for client, and I feel so sweet and happy for them.
Those clients are rich ppl, the groom's car is BMW or Mercedes....but who cares???
for me, CRV is good enough for middle class people,come on, we are not rich ppl okay?
The most important thing is~ the bride is happy on her wedding.
carry the groom in the "traditional way"
the "brother gang" singing wedding song, and some funny music instrument, using baldi and tong instead of drums
needto pass thru the "sister gang", play some funny games.
the bride's room key is in the ice....we need to melt the ice to get the key....because they dun allow us to BREAK the ice!
kena bully....this is what we sacrifice for the groom!
they are asking us some really funny and stupid IQ questions before allow us to enter!
another sacrifice we made....
show me the money!
"I LOVE YOU"
Atlast, he is allow to enter...all the sacrifice we made is rewarded....haha
so sweet, so romantic....
introducing Daniel and Fern....
the traditional ceremony,yamcha!
daddy sending his daughter into the groom's car
here we go....
in the church,wedding ceremony
~wonder how the bride's dad feel at this moment~
i'm sitting at behind,haha, cannot find good position to take picture lar
confession, so sweet....
wedding ring, promise of forever love
"you may kiss the bride", announce as husband and wife in the name of God
thanks giving speech
end of ceremony best wishes to them!!!
This is it, not a grand wedding ceremony, very simple, but it is sweet and romantic....
The groom and bride are both 25years old, their love journey started from 7years ago, for me...this is so incredible....
7years is really a long long journey,for me it is really hard to manage this kind of relationship....
loyal,trust,believe,confidence,forgiveness,sacrifice,effort....
When I look at them, I cannot imagine what would happen to me in future, I am 21years old this year, still watching youtube and blogging on9,haha....
Doing nothing, no work, a lazy college boy
hmm...i admit, i am not mature enough to become a man.....haha....
I dont know how to cook, only cup noodles.
I don't know how to repair car, only fill in petrol.
I don't know how to manage a relationship, kinda,lazy...to hold responsibilities....
ya, this is me....sadistic...haha
Anyway, I'm still happy at this moment, no stress, no pressure, all I need to do is learn something and experience something....
hmm, some ppl ask me to take it easy, because I am still young,lets enjoy my life first....
I dont know, too many advise, too many positive encouragement....I dont know who should I listen to.
Just be myself, I am awesome? this is what Szetoo told me in my birthday card.
My Love? who? I duno la, seriously.....never think bout marriage this kind of thing...
haha, just wait and see how things go....
Allrite, thats all for tonight entry,
May God bless them in their long long journey in future!
October 02 Starving of SudanThis was a photograph taken by South African journalist Kevin Carter in 1993.
It was named "The Starving of Sudan"
Kevin Carter was awarded Pulitzer Prize for Feature Photography for this photo.
The skinny and naked Sudanese girl is heading towards a food feeding centre of refugee camp 1km away.
She stop crawling, struggled, collapsed, and stopped for a rest.
A vulture land behind the girl, it does not attack her....
Instead, it just staying there silently, with no mercy, waiting the little girl to release her last breath.
Kevin Carter see this picture with his own eye,
and so he take out his camera, adjust the lens, choose the perfect position and angle to capture the moment.
He wait there for 20minutes, try not to scare the vulture away,
and he wish the vulture would spread its wing, but it didnt.
After he take the photograph, he chase the vulture away, he cry, and he hug the little girl.
This photograph was then sold to The New York Times, it create a huge impact.
International media want to buy this photo and soon, it was distributed all around the world.
Many people are concern to the little girl's fate....
Did she survive???
Kevin Carter don't know, the New York Times editorial don't know, nobody know....
Kevin Carter was criticized for not helping the girl....
Waiting for 20minutes to take the perfect shot is a cruel thing to do....
People said he is the another vulture on that scene.
In 1994, Kevin Carter commits suicide because of suffering from public criticism.
His death has created another huge impact to the world.
A photographer's ethics has been discussed.
Should he put down his camera and assist the little girl?
or should he finish his work as a professional photographer?
Without "The Starving of Sudan", the world will never know what is going on in Sudan,
there would be no "Darfur Crisis", and more Sudanese people would die because of starvation....
But ofcourse, the moral responsible of Kevin Carter's intention and action need to be discussed too....
The moment he decides to take the photograph, what is his true intention?
To help Sudan, or to make money???
I believe Kevin Carter's intention is for good sake.
The truth is, his action brings hope to Sudan.
He is a legend. September 22 i am tagged by yee pooi wen~~IM TAGGED~~ The rules and regulations:1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. 2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. 3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. 4. No tags back!! 15???
1. I like to shake my legs
2. I like to squad down on chair when i am eating steamboat
3. I like to lift up my left leg when I am eating noodle
4. I need to watch atleast one movie a day
5. I need Sundae once a week
6. I love Bon Jovi
7. I love to see Michael Bay, Jerry Bruckheimer and Hans Zimmer work together in flmmaking
8. I hate and scare of mouse
9. I hate flying cockroaches
10. I can't survive without friends
11. I am afraid of losing a friend, I would try to rescue
12. Sleeping is the best activity
13. Watching "Godfather" is the best moment of my life
14. God is my everything
15. Family and Home makes me feel comfortable
10???
1. Louie
2. Panda Xiang
3. Zhanzhan
4. YeeSing
5. Andy Yong
6. Derique
7. Yoke Man
8. Fang Jing
9. Weixin
10. Fong Way September 09 想学DERIQUE酱废想学DERIQUE酱废, 缺怎么学也学不着。
算了吧，可能我没天份，注定我是一个有用之才。
哪一方面？我不知道咯！
不能像他写出酱有创意又酱废的幻想故事， 就只好写些真人真事咯。
今天早上，到邮政局办些事，交ROAD TAX， 拿 PETROL REBATE。
到了邮局泊了车，看到一个大长龙，又看到等侯的位子座无虚席 (妈的，其实位子只有那7，8个) 小邮局嘛。。。
拿了号码， 1167。。。。竟然有个 67 。。。 感觉上好不吉祥！！！！
果然啊，果然。。。水果都没有酱然。。。 望上电子荧幕，ADUI。。。现在才 1087， 有排啦！！！
拿了号码就站着等，看到我后头有个女生， 身材不错，样子又甜， 穿着超短的牛仔裤，普通的薄T－SHIRT， 还戴着副秘书般的眼镜。
哇，正！ 这时候仿怫全世界的男人都一起和我同声喊道：“正！！！”
她一副害羞的样子，躲在墙后，好象在偷望什么似的，应该是电子荧幕。 没理啦，管她在望什么。最重要的是我知道自己在望什么。
要不要过去跟她讲话呢？好犹豫哦。。。 可是过去跟她讲话又不是我的STLYE。。。 妈的，我假假底也是叫SELAYANG靓仔啦！
好一阵子了，我在看着她。心里哼起歌来了。。。CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU。。。。
心里的歌越来越大声，难已自禁，心中的呐喊，很想把它唱出来，可是在我身旁有几个猪（有胡须，戴圆方帽，穿着长裤拖鞋，声称自己是马来西亚的真土著，称我们是寄居者的那种猪〕
想到这些猪，顿时，我心里的歌走音了，如同 CD “KIK” 住了，他妈的！ 猪真讨人厌，可是我又爱吃猪。。。。
说回那个美女吧，哈哈，（心情又好转了〕 我的CD 又“READ” 到了， BRING IT ON DJ!!!
她竟然朝着我走来了，哇。。。好紧张！
啊！我该怎么办？
我要跟她说什么？她会跟我说什么？
你好MAN？你好帅？
我要怎么称呼她？
靓女？美女？小姐？CINDY？LULU？MONICA？
没时间想太多了。。。。冷静，冷静！
结果，她和我说的第一句话。。。。竟然是。。。。 “请问你可以帮我一个忙吗？”
哇！我心想，美女叫道，没理由拒绝的嘛。。。。
SO，我就问她什么事。。。。她叫我帮她拿号码，还有十个 POS LAJU 的 BORANG。。。。
HAH？？？咪事哦？？？
我当然问她为什么不自己去拿。。。
她说她很怕。。。。叫我帮她拿。。。。 她说我去拿的时候，千万不要望回头，不要望她！ 她说她会在麦当劳等我。。。。
听了她这么一说， 我比她更怕。。。。
她是有精神病吗？还是要骗我这个无知的美少男做些什么坏事之类的？？还是她有“害怕人群”症？？？
到底怎么回事？？为什么一个成年人竟然不敢去拿号码和表格？
我心里开始战抖。。。她是谁？？？
靓仔杀手？ 俊男猎人？ 但我还是去帮了她。。。不顾及自己的生命危险。。。。
拿了号码和表格后，我到麦当劳MEET了她，递了东西给她后，她当然和我说声谢谢。。。。
我猜想接下来她应该会送我一个吻。。。
可是，我却走了。。。转身走了。。。。很型的。。。好像周润发。。。我在SLOW MOTION 的情况下走了。。。。
我心想她现在心里应该很悲伤。。。BACKGROUND MUSIC 又来了。。。。是 AIR SUPPLY 的 ALL OUT OF LOVE！！！
很想回头望她，却不想让她留恋。。。。 可是不回头望她，我又怕以后没有机会再看到她了。。。 最后，我绝定了，好吧。。。就回头望那一下吧！
转头一望，妈的，她人已经闪了。。。。
顿时， 我心里的歌又走音了，如同 CD “KIK” 住了。。。。 August 21 feel proud for all of us....
Three months of hard work, from scriptwriting, shooting to editing....This is indeed a crazy experience....very tired, very stress!!! I don't even dare to think back those days in pre-pro....seriously....I will vommit....because it takes alot of time for us to come to this level...if you wan me to start it over again I will muntah darah!!! Cannot imagine lar.... And so, we finalized the editing works, four groups with four productions, all succesfully screened....despite all the arguement, disagreement, quarrel....in the end....we still able to finish it!!! Talking about this matter....I have to say...I really salute you Group 1..... It's kinda sacarstic since my last entry was talking about "college shit", but today....I have to say....I really feel proud for all of us....I like my group's production, I feel proud for my group's member.... I feel proud for other group's production as well....especially Group 2's "Who Will Care?"....this is a drama that hit my emotion the most....the narration and music really capture audiences' mood....personally I think "Who Will Care?" is the best of four productions.... I always said, every group have different strength and weakness....I realize mine...."Lighting" is killing me!!! Inconsistent, overexposure....when comes to horror and suspense genre....the weakness is even more crystal clear.....but nevermind la.....we are not that pro la....haha....we are still learning....slow slow lor.... When the lecturers asked us bout lighting and brightness problem, I don't feelike want to explain it....because I know this is my weakness and fault....There is no point for me to find excuse or reason (acting pro) to defend myself.... Anyway, I really wish to watch the four drama again!!! Can't wait!!! July 23 college shit...I remember, one of my friend told me that all college assignments and productions are just a work of student, he called it "COLLEGE SHIT"
it sounds harsh, but frankly, I agree wit him....
He said, we don't need to use college production to prove our capabilities....I agree wit him too....
It sounds sacarstic and contradict rite??? If I agree wit him, that means I also produce a lot of COLLEGE SHIT all this while lar??? haha
I dun care whether my work is success or not, it was just a student's work. I keep tellin myself like this, so that I dunhv to be so stress....
If your work is success, perhaps your lecturer will keep it for reference to your junior, thats all....You can't expect more....
Many of my friends and classmates are not hapy in this semester, some of them are really unlucky....they are capable, but they just can't find a suitable group to be joined...every semester, sure got some ppl hapy, some ppl not happy...
I dun understand why...why friends can paling muka and quarrel bcoz of assignment??? I mean...ofcourse I understand why.....3 years in college life, I work wit almost any type of people (the lazy one, the "I dun giv a damn" one, the "cincai" one, the harmonic one, the " I want to be top" one)....all this different type of people makes me stronger, and I learn how to suit myself to work wit different people in a different environment....
3years already, finally I understand, finally I realize....
It's just a learning process, so, let's learn something, and do it in a harmonic environment!!!
why so serious??? June 13 I support you, my dear friend!!! It is wise to keep in mind that neither success nor failure is ever final.
Roger Babson
A friend of mine told me that she failed her exam papers, and she can't proceed to her 2nd year of degree...
she felt that she is so useless, and she don't even dare to tell her parents about her results...
As a friend, what can I do for her? encourage her? asking her not to give up? I guess she had heard and listened enough for those comfort words...
So, I don't have to say too much...
My friend, if you're reading my entry here, I wish you are feeling better now...it is okay to face the sadness first so that you can be tough in future...
Anyway, it was really hard for me to find a motivation quote to encourage you, you know? But I think this one is pretty meaningful....hope you get what it mean...
Always remember,whether you success or fail, it will never comes to an end!!!
If there is no bitter feeling of failure, you wont feel the sweet feeling of getting success right???
Don't give up! I know you won't let me dissapointed!!!
If you watched Ice Age(movie), I think you will understand why I upload this picture...
Take care, Jia Teng always support you!
If you want to smile but you don't know how...I'll teach you...
please take a look at this stupid picture,
This is it... Let's Smile!!!
I don't measure a man's success by how high he climbs but how high he bounces when he hits bottom.
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The clay figurine is design and handmade by a friend of mine. (Art-N-Gizmo as her nickname)
The character of the clay figurine was named StooGy...it is a special range of clay figurine that hope will excite some figurine collector...
Signature Feature of StooGy : Sleepy yet sexy looking
This is it!!!
Anyone who have interest please log on to the website or you can call me for further info!!! May 29 my Happy Familyso it begin...my first entry in msn space...
and the thing i wana share tonight...is all about my beloved ex-housemate
just back from kuantan trip tis sunday, driving a long journey is so tiring, luckily I have an assistant driver that hand me over some candy and water, kept talking wit me so that I wont fell asleep...thank you ah zhan!
it's been one year since the langkawi trip, and two years since the PD trip, seems like going to the beach is like our annual trip...
well, time goes by, quick like an arrow, everyday and everynite when I flashback to the memories (good or bad), I know we all are growing up...
Words can't describe my feeling to them, but words can express my feeling to them...
Yes I love them, no doubt...
some of them really made me pissed off lastime, but I forgive them, because I know I am jerk too...my bad temper,bad words,bad emo, always spoil their mood...hopefully they can forgive me as well...
Too many things happen, too many things to care, too many of them to concern...I think I did not make a good job as a friend...
I tried, but...seems like it does not work...
Every single one of them...when I think bout he and she...I feel alot...and I feel nothing at the same time...
Can't understand me???
 don't try it...because you can't be...John, the one who used to be so close with me, crazy togetha, get drunk togetha, the one who take good care of me lastime...Now he got some new friends...and...kinda lost in touch wit him....no more man's talk...
everyone of us have new friends day after day...I don't blame him...coz I knw I have fault too...
Kenneth, the one we all like the most...yea he got alot of new friends too..but luckily...we still have a lot of topics to chat...no more football night every weekend in Hartamas...but atleast we watch Champions League final every year...he is definitely a good friend...I simply like his confidence and vision to become a successful person...
Hem, the one we all sayang and worry the most...always in dilemma,lack of confidence,the passive and shy fellow...He can talk alot with me...we can chat everything and anytin..but obviously...when comes to the personal things...he is kinda secretive...Hey, he is a mature felllow, he know what to think..I am not goin to force him to say...mayb he do not want us to worry for him...but frankly..I really did....
SuetWah, the one who I love the most and hurt the most...too many things I wana say to her...but at the same time...I am speechless when I talk wit her...no more sorry...because I know it is useless...
Phua, the one who is always in dilemma too...I can't be wit her by her side anymore when she is down, can't wipe her tears anymore...but glad to know that she is fine and hapy again...hopefuly she had come out from the dark shadow...
Holi, the one that I really don't know how to describe her...haha...what I can say is...she is so lucky, she got a bright future...and perhaps this is what separate her and us...
Mimi, the one I like to look at...cute and sweet...and always helpful...is like my small sister...study is getting steady...know how to convince people already...good for her....
Zhan, the one and only...simply perfect as a friend...thats all I can say...PERFECT...no other words else but PERFECT...
not forget to mention, alkie and siewyin...our new member...the couple that we all admire...best bf and gf ever...no ppl can beat them...looking at them make me feels alot...
That is it...my Hapy Family...thanks for taking good care of me all this while...
the annual trip really makes me think alot about the past...I feel alot....
thanks for the memories~ |
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